thepromisingfutureawaits

....when JTV couldn't make an appearance.

2008-09-07T19:41:00.002+08:00

Hey, so yes, yesterday was so you think you can dance, seriously we just wanted to have fun but people seem to enjoy what we did haha. I wouldn't say we were great because we were far from the actual thing but we did look spastic and there were laughters from the crowd. That was all we wanted haha.

Sad to say JTV couldn't make it because the dancers were sick but we will surely see them dance one day for sure. Culture Libre, haha was funny. The funny thing was that he was trying to be serious but everyone saw him as a joker so we kept laughing. HAHA.

IAN? was retarded la. His outfit really sucked to the max because he was too big! I mean his size was super big then with the wig and everything, he really looked ugly.

Service was good really, talking about how we should love each other like a family. All of us belonging to one body as we are all different parts. Come together all :)

things aren't the same anymore.

2008-09-05T00:28:00.003+08:00

things aren't the same as usual, well, i guess things do have their consequences. I just have to accept it and move on. Haha, pet society is an idiot game! Random but yeah.

I was just thinking, sometimes when i'm talking to you it just feels like we've lost it but haha i guess it's still cool yeah. Thanks anyways, time to move on and see what's ahead. Not sure what'll happen but i'll just trust in God and see haha. You were amazing, thank you and really regretted not treasuring you to the fullest. You were a great friend. Full of regrets, but i can't turn back time. So, let's see what happens.

Thanks abigail, for inviting my sister to church! And those who have been asking her, well done.
Keep doing what you're doing everybody, dont slack on your devotions, keep moving on.

Oh yeah, so you think you can dance, i hope everyone will have a good laugh! Haha!

Going to bed soon la haha!

Sunday Post

2008-08-31T21:16:00.003+08:00

sunday - Church was good, both on saturday and today :) Haha both talked about love, what love really is all about, loving someone because you care for that person rather than just basing it on feelings.

Haha well, after church we had T.A.L.L meeting. It was fun especially when Pastor Peter Soh came to teach us stuff about God. Too lazy to type all but after that i went over to Vivo to meet family for dinner which was goood :) 2 of my sister's friend tagged along haha. It was cool.

September holidays are here! weee.!! what are you guys going to do during this holiday? Study? play? Haha. Make sure you worship God and devote your bible reading time to him not because you have to but because you want to yeah.? Bring back the love which you had way way back before. Don't worry i'm going to do that too. :)

see you around? :)

the rain isn't helping..

2008-08-27T14:33:00.003+08:00

Hey, as you know i am sick with flu and some throat related sickness. Now it's so so bad man i tell you thanks to the rain, I can't breathe well, my eyes keep tearing, and i feel retarded.

Haha. Been feeling bothered lately by some stuff but i guess the only way to not be bothered is to find Mr God, who helps every one when they're bothered hehe. So.. If you're feeling bothered or depressed be it your exams, i know some of you are, or whatever the reason, turn your eyes to God. Play a song and sing to him. Though your world may seem like it's falling, you must never let Jesus go amen?

I got driving later at 6.15pm. I hope i feel better by then if not i might bang someone. Pray that it doesn't rain man. I am so scared to have to drive in the rain. Haha. Well..

come together, touch lives

2008-08-26T10:51:00.003+08:00

Okay, last night i had a weird dream, it was about a super ass huge octopus which was red in colour. It sort of attacked the place where i was at and a lot of people were running from it. Somehow, i decided to jump into the sea and hide below some floating thing, i failed. The octopus killed me in the end. Hmmmm. Lame. But it was quite exciting, i thought it couldn't see me... how come!

Friend, i'm not sure what's going on in your life, but all i can say is that we will be praying for you so that you will grow strong wherever you go yes. You won't ever be reading this but... yup! We're still your buddies yeah. Try try try not to be alone, really.

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Okay, here i am blogging and getting ready to go to the showers before heading down for driving. After driving, there will be prayer group. Yay! Not many will turn up but it beats not praying for school at all amen? Haha. It will be fun. Okay then. Keep smiling everyone! That's what your lips are for, not just for ulcers.

Hi, back from driving it was good. I went out to the road for the first time. Haha. Learnt a lot of things man. Haha, something funny happened, i was driving and i started slowing down upon seeing the zebra crossing and a maid was trying to cross. I didn't brake all the way, i just slowed down, the maid was scared she didn't cross haha! But my instructor idiot me, he said, " you dont stop she won't dare to cross." Haha. Cute. Okay. Dinner time :)

the day before monday

2008-08-24T23:52:00.003+08:00

Hey! Today i woke up at like 8.30am which i then proceeded to the showers before taking a bus down to great world with clarence. Well, i had macs for breakfast and then later i took a bus down to Furama with Mr Thong. Haha.

Service was good it was familiar but it was still good. One tip for those who cannot really feel God's presence during worship - Close your eyes, think of God, don't sing, listen to the words.
Well... It worked for me, it should work for you! :)

Had some meetings after service before heading down for subway lunch. After a short hang out at subway, took a cab home with Gav, Sean and Junhao. Haha. We had a great time in a cab right ahhahah!

Well, Luke and buddies, you guys left Sean out, he was alone man. And luke, i thought you say that you're busy that's why we couldn't go to the gym! Fake me.... Haha.

Yeah i can't wait for the Night With the Stars! It will be fun really. really. really. Not kidding. Really. But before that i am so scared of the SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE. I still don't know why i agreed to join Mr Thong and Mr Low. Oh well.

Haha. Press on in your studies, you know who you are, dont slack to play games or just waste time but really press on press on. It is worth it i tell you! So please! Don't sleep late too, study as much as you can during the day, get enough rest at night. Don't spoil your sleeping timing if not during the paper itself you will get tired.

See you see you!

Pastor Teo and his sermon about being a superstar..

2008-08-24T00:22:00.002+08:00

Haha. Okay, today i went to office at eleven to meet frammie to practise our dance for "So you think you can dance", well i must say we're getting somewhere but it's not enough for the "performance". We'll see how it goes during our next practice, hopefully we can pull it off yeah.

Then later at 4.30 service began with Culture Spot, Culture Spot was fun, the youth were superb with their sense of touch man, many of them could guess what they were holding. But of course the best reaction would be Junhao's, he was really super mega afraid of the worms that he fogged his glasses while breathing too heard under the Bird Man Covers. Haha.

Service was good, word was good, honoring my gifts and using it for God. I could feel God touching me really. It was amazing. Thank you God for the giftings that you've given me, help me use it for your glory. Amen.

Good to see everyone today:) Don't stop inviting your friends yeah. And live everyday well, have enough rest all :) Bye.

alpha cell

2008-08-23T01:00:00.002+08:00

okay just came back from harbourfront > alpha cell group > home. Had a good talking session with Jun and Gav at macs before heading home. I am actually very tired so i shall sleep soon. I don't understand how you guys can stay up so late.. it's madness. Go to bed early la, whether you're working or playing games, please think of the eye bags and health issues dudes!

Cell was alright, good to see everyone again. Hmmm, there's youth tomorrow again, i am expecting God to really really move and touch everyone's hearts again. Come on culture, let's really seek God and be real to ourselves, church shouldn't be a routine nor should it be "fake". Let's really be truthful and seek God, ask yourselves how much you want him, then meet him.

Okay. Thanks for everything everyone. Sleepy already. Sleep early too! :)

Saved Gavin's Puny Finger

2008-08-21T23:03:00.005+08:00

okay well.. today i went for my final theory driving lesson. I am more theory person then a practical one i suppose. I could answer the instructors questions however when i started to think about my practical lesson.. it's quite scary. Haha. How to fetch you next time? :/

After which i went back to school to hand up some work that my teacher insisted that i should put my work into a cd and hand it up. Well i did as he wanted then i went to the gym haha since i was in school. Yes. I gymed alone. It was quite surprising actually, there were only a few people there haha good!

After gym i went to vivo as mentioned in the previous post to meet Gavin. Joffre came along too and we talked and had dinner together. We went to various shops to look around, we went to Daiso and i bought this muscle exercise thing for 2 dollars (I didn't know that all the items were only 2 dollars), then we went to some japanese stall to buy ice cream! Yay! Nice. Then we headed to some cute store to check out some stuff which i would buy soon.

Here's what the title's talking about! We were hanging around on the roof ahead of vivo before heading home. Gavin got a splinter in his middle finger, i think he got it by sweeping his hand while trying to act like break dance. BUT don't worry 2 doctors saved his ass. Doctor Tan and Doctor See saved his puny finger, more of Doctor See actually. :) Haha splinter was out! But if you get any infection Mr Gavin, sorry haha (Because i used my super scissors from my pocket knife that has been used to cut everything else before, although i sterilized it with water from the drink but it could still be poisonous).

Well, talking to Junhao and he was telling me about his day, not much just that he went to Bukit Timah Plaza. Hmmm :)

See you all tomorrow! TRY TO INVITE MORE FRIENDS FOR 29th! Come on! It's rare to see stars at night in Singapore! But the night with the stars, you would definitely see some stars! CONFIRM!

Bye. Off to bathe... Weeeeeeeee.

Photoshop...

2008-08-20T23:30:00.002+08:00

Photoshop.. well. I decided to edit some pictures again. The first picture i edited was lightning Ben! I deleted it though, because it didn't look real. I wanted to give myself some lightning powers and so i tried.. and failed.

That's why i am looking for pictures of myself, so if anyone has pictures of me, please send me so that i can edit more pictures. Hmmmm. I came across a very very pretty picture just when i was looking through my received pictures. Haha did some editing to it and wow it looks great.

The wonders of photoshop.

Everything's alright so far, can't wait for september holidays then maybe we can visit Sentosa to play volley or something. Every holiday at least go down once. Haha. Tomorrow i have to go down to school to do some stuff then i will gym in school till about 6 then i'll head to Vivo to meet up with Gavin. So.. Yes. :)

Well, study hard yeah. Well done. :)

OH YEAH, driving yesterday was quite scary, i almost hit the car in front. Well.. i'm still not very confident. WEAK. But i hope after a while i can do it. Haha. Sleep well all :)

First Practical Lesson

2008-08-13T21:50:00.002+08:00

It's amazing. Too much to blog but what i can say is that today, in fact tonight was my first driving in a car practical. It was fun. Exciting and yet scary + dangerous. Haha.

Lazy to blog for now. But will tell u all about it on friday :)

On the other hand. COME ON TO THE FOLLOWING EVENT BELOW!

Come on down to the boat. Bring your dates! Contact me NOW!

Stranger Person

2008-08-12T23:12:00.002+08:00

Basic theory lesson was boring, although i passed it i still have to attend lessons haha. Final as well. Well.... Haha it was okay actually the lesson. After which i met up with Junhao at vivo city and guess who i saw? The stranger person that waved at me when i was having attachment in school. I looked at her then i was like, do i know you. Then she said hi! Are you from ngee ann? I was like yes. Then i thought of it. I said were you the one who waved ? Then she said yah. It ended there.

No link -- I don't know her, not even her name. But if i meet her again i will surely talk to her, and invite her to service! YAY!

Okay better rest because tomorrow is the start of a new day. This holidays are mainly for me to read my bible, pray, work out a bit, practise guitar and driving. Alright.

Oh yeah I am still holding on holding on holding on. ;) Study hard but dont get stress man. Especially O students and whoever that is studying. Haha. My sister's chinese got C5..... lol..

What can i say...

2008-08-10T21:17:00.002+08:00

Hey :) Leader's Summit was wonderful and sorry for spelling wrongly. Can't really explain in details what it was all about here because it's so hard to type it all out. What i say is that although we had very little time together, the sessions were wonderful. Really i meant it. We learnt so much more about each other, we interacted more, we got more JUICE from each other. I have to admit that now i really feel so much closer with everyone, not that i wasn't close with them, but now i really feel close. Like really. It was great. Thank you for making things happen. I had the chance to really let everyone know my ugly and sad past but it was fun REALLY.

Bowling on the other hand was depressing. ALL BECAUSE I WANTED TO DO THAT HOOK/SPIN SHOT. CAUSED US TO LOSE. SORRY. But. I think that i really don't look like c3po. depressed. -___-

Next year, Pastor, Trojan, i promise that we sure win. PROMISE LA. Okay see you all tomorrow. Haha.

God's Plan not My Plan

2008-08-08T11:27:00.004+08:00

Hmmm. Yesterday i had my Final Theory Test at 430. So well uhm, earlier on during the day, i was planning to gym or something after i had finished the test because the test would end around 530 or earlier. But sometimes i guess that it has always been God's plan. Why? I thought i would fail really. I made plans for gym and whatever because i was ready for another attempt after i had failed it. However God had other plans, he made me pass. -.-

Didn't really expect it really. Then the rest of the day was ruined haha i transfered over to Driving school so i had the briefing and all that, had to wait for my turn for registration blah blah blah. Well. Today 08/08/2008 - I just came back from driving centre to get my student card and to apply for my PDL so i can finally sit in a car and hopefully not die.

Quite scary actually driving. When i was waiting for the bus home, I saw many learner driver driving around. I was thinking that if that was me in the car.... i would surely hit the kerb or hit another car..... i got scared. Anyways, i booked some practical lessons and would be starting next week and hopefully i dont die really. I am quite scared.

Just hope driving is fun weeeee. Okay off to lunch then to pack my things for something special tonight. You know it, i know it. What is it. Once again...... signing off as ...

LOVE PRINCE <<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<< Haha vina..

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Okay i am at home now, getting ready to leave to go for the leaders submit. It's near my place anyway. Near standard chartered. Haha. I hope i don't reach there too early. I'll see you sunday! :)

it's been a while..

2008-08-07T11:40:00.003+08:00

Today i will be taking my Final Theory Test again, if you remembered i failed the last one in June so.. hopefully i will pass this time round. Hopefully? Why because although i should be free enough to revise the book, well.. you can tell that i am lazy because i am still blogging when i could be studying. Haha.

Yesterday i went to meet up with Junhao, we met up and ate dinner. Had a great talk with him. Haha he and his Gelare Girl. It is really nice to talk to people who are so much like you. Somehow the views of the topic becomes so wide.

Okay, my test is at 4.30 to 5.30. After which i am hoping that i would be able to go to the.. gym or something. I don't know because evening is quite a loser timing for that.. Unless maybe Gavin wants to go too. YAY! Hmmm.. I should sms him now. Wait.

Done.

Well. Tomorrow would be the leaders submit party! It will definitely be a fun time because all those who are going are not just leaders, we are all friends who love hanging out together. I am looking forward to it, i hope the bed is nice. Random but yes. We love nice beds.

Anyways, keep pressing on for those who are studying especially O level peeps. Give it your best push really.

This was how i motivated myself - I pictured the day i collected my result slip in the hall. And when i received the result slip. What did i want the result slip to show, good or bad results. Would i want to be like those people who collected their result slip and upon getting bad results starts to cry. Or those who have good results and can start jumping and saying yayyyyyyyyyy!

I hope it makes sense to you and i hope it helps you too. :)

Everything is getting better thank you all. Somethings need to be put aside for now, in the future you'll never know what God has planned. ({)

Bye!

LOVE PRINCE <<<<<<<<<<<<<<< No la kidding. Haha I saw your blog la Vina so i decided to be an ass..

....five brothers of primary school.

2008-08-06T20:31:00.002+08:00

Hey man, not exactly sure what's going on in your life or if you would read this at all. But just want you to know that i will be here for you really. Please we all have our own weaknesses and problems but hey you know that everything can be solved. Whether you like it or not God has his hand in this yeah?

Just want you to know that i care for you although we don't really talk nowadays but feel free to pop me a call. I might not know a lot things but somehow inside i still feel connected to you. This is really a big part of your life and we are all here for you yes?

thinking days

2008-08-03T22:10:00.002+08:00

Hello :) The past few days were my thinking days, it might not have seemed like i thought a lot but i did actually. If you know me well enough, you can roughly guess how i think and what i am thinking off. I know certain things i have already decided my mind to do it but somehow somehow somehow.. .. leave it as that.

I believe it will all sort out soon. Something has to happen. But dont worry, all i want is for all of you to keep growing in Christ, especially the Chi guys. Please study hard for your O levels, get it done with and near year you'll be able to share your experience with the next O level kiddies batch :)

Church was good today. Giving onto God and God would bless you back greatly. Don't give just because you want God to bless you back though. Give because you want to be part of building the church.

Laura - eh friend, i wasn't serious about today, the disturbing and stuff. I don't know if you read but anyways. I was JUST kidding please. If you know me you will know that i am quite idiot and i kid around. Hehe.

Thank you for being always there, when my heart and mind seems to want to go the wrong way or want to be selfish, you always remind me that it's worth it to give up certain things. I appreciate you and i don't want to disapppoint you. And God. Pray for me always and hopefully something good happens in the end. Pray that i really give up the things that i can't. Thank you. Mentor.

Alpha Zone

2008-08-01T23:30:00.002+08:00

Haha cell was fun today. I didn't have meeting after the zone though. Haha something new but it was good. Could come home early :)

Haha sometimes hard decisions have to be made to prevent bad things from happening. Make sense? Great to see all of you today.

I hope to see you all tomorrow.

Today, Tonight.

2008-07-30T20:02:00.003+08:00

Today was great, gymed with Joshua again. He's getting stronger stronger. Good.

September holidays coming then we'll play yea? Haha. Tonight Junhao's going to be at my house and we will be chionging his project by tomorrow. He haven't EVEN STARTED. It's not some simple project. It is supposed to be a sales website. So..... Pray for me to really know how to do it fast. Junhao don't need la. He so lazy.......... HAHAHA. Kidding Pray for both.

I am getting eye bags la. Ugly. But i am going to try the cucumber technique soon. Maybe it works. If it works you can use it also la. For those eye baggers... Haha. But dont worry you get a hug too ({) and a flower (F).

Well, some people like Junhao won't get eye bags... ; ) Why? Because his eye..... is.... camouflaged. Hehe.

Yesterday i spent quite a bit of money. Eating Gelare with Hao and Joshua.

Okay talk again soon. Play mob wars yeah ? haha. ACCEPT.

wee wee wee

2008-07-30T00:05:00.003+08:00

yup, i am at wee's house. Haha. Anyone want to play mob wars with me? I'll invite all culture to play with me together.. So if you're in culture you're invited. Actually i don't know how the game works. Let's try together la hahaha.

today was alright. Went to Gavin's place after lunch to chat and relax for a bit followed by dinner with hao and joshua. Then now at wee's place, going to bed soon. Let's sleep early. Stop sleeping so late then won't have eye bags lol. Like Junhao.. Haha.

Tomorrow will be a great day. Don't forget to pray. Dont forget my birthday too. Haha.
Weeee. Nights.

Lips

2008-07-29T11:42:00.002+08:00

Woah. Sometimes my lips get dry and irritating. Then the skin on the lips gets a bit retarded and because of that your fingers get retarded and starts peeling them. PLEASE. I have learnt that if you peel, then die.............. It will be
1. Ugly,
2. Painful because the soft skin after the layer that you peeled off is quite soft and painful. Haha.

So.... what to do? Don't peel. Yay.

Monday

2008-07-28T22:46:00.003+08:00

Haha this morning went to Wee's old house to swim. :) Then after went to Joshua's club at Dholby to train with him, wee and Mr Hao. Yeah we gymed. Haha.

Good and fun training. Haha. Well. I told you to train right. So you can keep up with me and not SAG in the future. So please train. Haha. I am training so you should too.

Joshua, keep it up keep it up. <3

So.. i'm writing all my thoughts down and saving it in my computer. It's good because like that i can look back. Haha. Pray, Grow, Powerful.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2008-07-27T21:35:00.001+08:00

what's up! :) this is a blog. So. I will update for now. ahhaha.

God Created Who You Are...

2008-07-26T10:32:00.003+08:00

... and has a wonderful plan for your life.

Since God created you, he made you the way you are, your personality.

Always remember that God planned for you to be where you are and who you are.

It's hard sometimes to trust him but just do it. Even if we fail. Pick yourself up and do it again.

God loves you. Be a God pleaser, not a man pleaser. Don't Lose yourself. Always remember who you are and that God loves you no matter what. He loves me i know, i am not worthy of his love but i really want to love him.

He loves you. That's all you need. That's all i need.

2008-07-23T23:57:00.001+08:00

Hello. I didnt gym today because i was too tired. Well..okay. What's the reason i gym? I told you before right. If i didn't means..... i didn't okay. I am tired. Tomorrow i feel like swimming. Maybe my aunty's place. If you know where it is.... Near my place.. I will swim maybe morning or noon. :/ :)

Haha. Have fun with your projects guys. Study for your exams i hear that they are approaching. I am so tired.... zzzzzzzzzzzzzz. See you all soon. :)

Working is boring... Treasure those....

2008-07-22T23:44:00.002+08:00

.....around you who are working. Although i have only worked for one day but i can almost predict what everyday would be like. Boring and boring. Well. My boss apparently asked me to work till 8 september. I am so sad because i'll miss the september break and i can't play with you guys anymore. Really. i got nothing to say. Too sad. But i cannot turn her down because she really needs the help. SADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

Treasure those who are working in your family to support you. Really, love and treasure them. Studying is hard, trust me working is a waste of time..... but yet people who love you still do it. Why? Simply because they love you. So love them back.

Well, today at gym. DONT LAUGH. I bang my head twice. Pain. One while doing sit ups, the other while training with dumbells. Suck i know.

Alexandra queensway..... AIA Insurance.. Work work work for so long. I don't know if i can make it man. Survive the working helll...... Why do people need to work.

Tomorrow i'll head down to school to finish some work because my supervisor called. After that i'll head down to work again. Life is boring with u have to work.

But after work....... It's gym time with friends from Poly. :)

PRAY THAT SOMEHOW I CAN PLAY WITH YOU ALL DURING SEPTEMBER HOLIDAYS :(

Who's birthday is coming? MINE IS :) 28th... well this year i'll turn 20. Next year? 21! What's so special about my next year's birthday? 21..? hmmmmm. 21 21 21 21 21 21 21 21 OLD.

End of school, Start of work.

2008-07-21T23:11:00.002+08:00

Hey, i wonder if anyone still reads this blog but anyways ! :) Today was the final project presentation, i told some of you guys (If you all still remember). Well............ END OF SCHOOL :)

For those who still have school, awwwwwww. Keep studying. We'll play during september holidays yea ? :)

Study hard for all your poly, jc and EVEN o levels. Please study hard. WORK HARD WORK HARD. DONT SLACK OR SLEEP AND MISS STUDYING. Everyone likes to sleep. But please, limit your sleep. Don't end up like snorlax..

Tomorrow i am going to start work at AIA, the one at alexandra road, from 10 to 5 daily. Gym you say? After work la haha. I haven't given up gym yet yay! :) That's what i always talk about right? Don't get bored by gym.

Don't worry this blog is going to be revived again. Postings will be about my daily activities.. Especially work.............. that is coming. GG. :)

Favourite word so far : Oh yeah!

SMILE AND WISH ME LUCK AT WORK!

I don't need the money, i just want to fill my days with stuff so that it is not wasted. :)

Old Guitar

2008-07-16T22:12:00.004+08:00

How will the future be like? I have to trust God no matter what had already happened. God has plans for all of us .Keep growing strong in Christ you all. .No matter what happens dont worry.

2008-07-15T23:23:00.002+08:00

.Love is self control, patient, even if it means leaving words unsaid.

2008-07-15T01:02:00.003+08:00

Sorry. Today was really a day i would remember always. Whatever happens happens for a reason. I thank God for friends that God has placed in my life. That's all.

random

2008-06-06T09:35:00.002+08:00

here's a random post. Last Saturday, the sermon about purpose spoke to me. God i felt was challenging me to give up certain things. He challenged me to give up things that did not align with my purpose. Things like music that i listened to as well as the playing of games. I was quite disturbed by it because i knew that it would be best for me to give up these as i could do more useful stuff with my time. Games i don't play that much unless i am in school with my friends, but still.

so i decided to talk to Gordon about it. Yes. He told me to give it up slowly. Then i thought about it and i decided to just give it up yup yup. So i went back and deleted my games and songs that weren't helping me. So yes. I have more time to focus on God by reading the bible more and also practising more of the bass. Woo hoo.

Well, for your sake, sometimes we do sin and fall away from God, but what matters most is that you pray for forgiveness and whether you like it or not, God forgives you. When you pray and repent, God will forgive you. I too have my own struggles and sin however i do my best to look pass them. Because if we keep looking at our problems, something bad will happen. SO? Look pass it and just continue to love God. Trust me! :)

We're all in this together :) .Everything's going to be fine, just remember to press on! Keep Smiling and the world will be a better place.

Bakau, Sengkang.

2008-05-31T00:58:00.002+08:00

.... just came back from far far far away land. I am lying on my bed now, posting this before i go to bed. Cell was awesome, Great MC-ing wee lee. Great sharing Gavin. Bad timing Benjamin. HAHA!
Haha, just learn from it no worries. Woo hoo. Singing tomorrow weeeeee. Fun. But it is a little tiny bit retarded. Because there will be 3 guys singing. I can't harmonize so it is really sad to have 3 guys singing. I don't think i can harmonize, i can only sing in a different tune. Hmmm.

And sunday, CONGRATS on the two girls getting baptized. Good Good. Singing on sunday? Hmmmm. :) Oh if Larine comes we'll talk to her and bring her to church. Haha.

My bed is super comfortable. If you laid down on my bed before you would know ;). And my bolster is super amazing. It has like my smell... Haha. Also not forgetting. Chix Chix's beside me, staring at me. Don't laugh! I forgot how to spell his name.

Okay. What's that sound i hear........ "Ben....Ben...." My bed calling me to go.. so....... Bye. See you all at CULTURE NIGHTS! :)

come back home soooon

2008-05-29T20:36:00.002+08:00

Amanda is in Nepal. She's coming back on Monday. Miss her already ha ha ha. :) So there's only you and i now. We're alone together. It's nice nice nice. Yes my mother la. My mother and i are just spending time together now that my sister's away.. Love my mother. Anyways she asked me to pray regarding something private. The point is she asked me to pray! :) Good.

Oh today i did a lot of work again at school. When i was done i headed to run with Adrian Chen. Ahh.. Tomorrow's cell, i playing for the lovely IANNY. But sorry ianny, i have no guitar to practise with so... we have to see how it goes tomorrow. :) I'm sure God will help ! :) Tomorrow will be ian's last cell if i am not wrong. We all love you Ian :)

That's all for today then. Can't think of anything else to write. This weekend would be super exciting :)

... Asakura Hao

2008-05-29T09:43:00.001+08:00

Remember i was talking about Shaman King. This is the Shaman King. Asakura Hao. Powerful.

wednesday, prayer group day.

2008-05-28T15:12:00.003+08:00

Okay i'm bored with work. So decided to slack for a bit and post. Hi Hi. :D I have prayer group later on at 6 pm. Will be praying for Anna's hand. I fasted lunch but ate some sweets haha. Well, i hope that God will really heal her later on. I will pray hard later. Now i'm just preparing myself for later where she will get healed by God and want to accept Christ fully :)

Attachment is ending soon man this is week 7, we end in week 15 or 12 not so sure. Don't worry too much Anna, about your hand. I really believe that God will heal you tonight. Even if he does not. He will surely heal you. Just like he healed me. But since God healed you a little when you prayed at home, i'm sure he will heal you later on. I would be praying before the group starts later and he will definitely touch you.

Okay friends. Church is coming coming coming. Excited? No? BE EXCITED. Everything will turn out alright. Just keep your mind focused on God. So how, who else other than zhong de wants to date me for dinner? Hahaha! Be smart, think smart. God wants to use everyone only if you let him. Ask HIM for your purpose, he's the only one who can tell you :)

Here's a little baby sleeeeeeeeeeeping.

1.37 P.M

2008-05-27T13:38:00.004+08:00

i'm waiting for my supervisor to come in. He came in at around 12 and told us that he would be coming again at 1.30pm. Look at the time now, he's still not here yet. Hmmm. I know when he comes in soon, he would talk to us and make us to MORE work. Haha. I am prepared yet bored. Oh well what to do what to do ... Where are you Mr Supervisor. Come in soon and talk to us so that we can hurry up and finish whatever changes needed. Ah..

So now it's holidays for you guys? Haha. I wish i could go out with you guys man. But sadly i have attachments. Well. BUT! You could ask me out for dinner :) I would love to dine with you. Ask me out ask me out. Wahaha. :)

Be patient now, i'm still waiting.. .. ..

Side Note. Shaman King ended! :( Nooooooooooooooooooo. It's quite a nice show you guys should watch haha. Short too. 64 Episodes dont have to get addicted for so long. Haha. Wish me luck he's coming soon i think i can almost smell my supervisor........... smelly. Kidding. ;)

monday blues clues

2008-05-26T15:13:00.003+08:00

Good afternoon!

Anyways i decided to blog because i am super bored now with the work that i am supposed to do. I was just thinking about Pastor Satish's Message to us. About the palm tree.

..... the trunk of the palm tree is always rough. The message was really good. Okay for the benefit of those that did not go for service on sunday, a reminder for you guys which is that the life of a Christian is never easy. Why? Because we are obeying what God wants us to do. Sometimes we might think to ourselves, hmmm why can't i be like my friends in school. They can do whatever they want without even thinking. Scolding vulgarties, smoking or even partying or clubbing. Well. It's true that living in the world would be much easier BUT! It's not worth it!

Let's think far ahead. Everything is in God's control whether we like it or not. So what else can we do but abide by the things that God has called us to do, be it studying or serving him in the little ways. It is not easy to do that, sometimes we might fall and stumble over our mistakes but what's important is not the mistakes that you make but rather standing up again. That is why you have your friends with you. This people i tell you, will never give up on you. Okay just in case you dont have people like that, AT LEAST YOU HAVE ME. Hi. We're not alone. We have God and our friends to push each other to what our purpose is.

And friends, be faithful in the small things that God has called us to do. ;)
Always be trusting God. If there are things that you want to do, can!
Leave it at the back of your head.
Pray about it and God will give it to you when he feels that you can handle it.
Trust him. Just like what i am doing now. You do that too.
Be patient and wait.

On a side note. I want to be a Shaman because it's quite cool.. HAHA thanks to the stupid anime.

2008-05-25T21:41:00.002+08:00

This was the day Benjamin gained sight! Haha well. Catch the flame. Catch the heart.
Wait for me. Trust God. Friendship. Your friendship. Yes. Appreciate it. My birthday. See you there. Passion for God. Grow Grow Grow. Talk to friends. Do your devotions. Pray.

Sick

2008-05-22T11:26:00.002+08:00

Just thought you might wanna know. I am feeling super sickly now. Throat hurts when i swallow my saliva and my nose fluid is clogging my nose. Am i feeling okay? Not really but dont worry i will get well. Tomorrow i'll be there to see you guys again. Sengkang. Sengkang.. Okay i am currently doing nothing now waiting for my friend to send me work to do. I can still do work it's just moving around i get like dizzy and tired. But dont worry. I will be still and know that God can heal me. Oh why the promising future awaits? Because the future that is promising is waiting for us to be there. Haha. :) Trust God with your future there's nothing to lose. Anyway, my nose and throat says hi!

Nose says, "@$^&%^&%#$@!$%@^*&^(*$#%%#!%#^$@%$"

Throat replies, "........................................................................."

Ben ends off by saying, "Sengkang? ? ?? ? ? ? ? ?"

C H I

2008-05-21T11:54:00.002+08:00

Never underestimate the power of your life group. Your life group is literally your life ! I love my boys in Chi. Every single one of you. I really love you guys. You guys have been a great part of my life and that is the purpose of my life. To be a part of your lives. So always remember guys that we Chi leaders are here for you if you wanna talk to us about anything. We would most likely have been through it and now we're here to help you. :) Speak to us and you would be surprised! :)

I miss having Rabbits.

2008-05-14T22:21:00.005+08:00

Haha another cute one.

2008-05-13T22:23:00.000+08:00

Nothing to say again. His cousin.

2008-05-13T22:20:00.000+08:00

Nothing to say. Too Cute.

2008-05-11T23:06:00.000+08:00

What.

2008-05-11T19:50:00.003+08:00

This is the first time i am doing something like this. This is for you awesome prayer group leader Amadea.

1. Do you wish to get married?
Yes

2. What do you want the most now.
My mind to be focused.

3. Who is the person you trust most?
My buddies.

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Depends on the situation.

5. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
Family and friends saved.

6. Are you satisfied with yourself?
Nope :)

7. What are you afraid to lose now?
The people that i love that are around me.

8. Do you believe in eternal love?
Yes.

9. What would you do if HE/SHE hugged you?
Erm. I can't do much. Hug back?

10. What do you like most about yourself?
My idiotness.

11.What kind of people do you hate?
I am doing my best to love everyone.

12. What feelings do you hate the most?
Tiredness.

13. Do you trust every friendship of yours?
Some.

14. Do you treasure your family?
Yes.

15. What is the most important thing in your life?
My relationship with God.

16. What do you regret most in your life now?
Not being able to have met God earlier.

17. Who do you hope to be always there for you?
God and my buddies.

18. Are you happy now?
Yes.

19. What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friends' eyes.
A friend that will always be there for them no matter what or where, i'll be there.

20. Would you do something (that you have always been afraid of) if the person you loved asked you to do so.
Depends. If it's height related then it would be quite scary. But if she does something that she's afraid of, i would do it.

21. What are you crazy about now?
Myself.

22. Who are the people who have stood by you when you really were at the worst point of your life so far?
Gavin, Weeleong, Gordon and God.

23. What is on your mind now?
Everything. If you know me, you would know what my mind is like.

Remove one question from above and add in your personal question. Make it a total of 20 questions. [I don't understand the instructions so I'll pretend I didn't see it.] Tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she had been tagged. Whoever gets this tag would have a blessing from all [Is that so?]

Haha. All random names. Do if you want to. I'm cool. :)

1. Junhao
2. Brian
3. Joshua
4. Reagan
5. Luke
6. Gavin
7. Jolina
8. Alloy

God is with you.

2008-05-08T09:24:00.006+08:00

When you're feeling down, imagine a calm blue sea in front of you in your mind.

If it gets swallowed up by a black hole...

A bunny pops out of no where and takes the hole and throws it away.

Then you end up lying on a field and you see God.

God holds your hand.

And then you get a stick from God.

And then God tells you to take the stick and beat the devil up for he is the cause of your

sadness.

And you do just that.

TADAAAA! The devil gets thrown back to hell.

Feeling better already?

Oh i forgot to mention that there was a sheep on the field too. It says hello. :)

Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

Nice.

2008-05-06T21:40:00.002+08:00

30th April 2008

2008-04-27T21:39:00.001+08:00

Who needs Iron Man when we got.. .. I A N M A N.

I, ROBOT.

2008-04-23T23:41:00.000+08:00

Haha. Getting better each time.

Psalms 27 : 1

2008-04-22T12:01:00.001+08:00

A little reminder for all you guys :)

A Great Man of God

2008-04-21T23:49:00.003+08:00

The man who gave up everything to do what God has called him to do, which is to love and care for us.

Culture Band!

2008-04-19T09:53:00.001+08:00

Haha! The Youth Band! I am from the youth band too! Just that got not enough cartoons to add me :( Haha. So i put all my buddies' faces instead!

Florence the 17 year old.

2008-04-02T15:06:00.002+08:00

This story is about Florence and her encounter with God.

Some time ago, Florence was on her way to the airport to send her friend off to some country. The bus however that she was waiting for was taking a long time to arrive. The waiting time for that bus was usually about 10 minutes or so. However the bus took 50 minutes to come.. ..

During the 50 minute wait for the bus this was what happened.

Florence was sitting at the bus stop waiting for the bus when a dark-skinned man came over to wait for the bus too. The dark-skinned man however wasn't sitting down, he was standing up.
After about 10 minutes of waiting, Florence was puzzled because the bus usually came after about 10 minutes of waiting.

Florence then heard God tell her to stand up and wait for the bus if not the bus will never come.
With her injured knee, Florence decided to stand up although she did not know what God was talking about as she wanted to obey God. As soon as she got up, the dark-skinned man started to
talk to her. He started by asking her how she got the injury on the knee. Florence then explained to him and they started to talk for a bit, while waiting for the bus to come. Florence then noticed that he was holding the bible. God then used Florence in a special way.

Florence said, "Hey sir, are you from Nigeria?"
The man replied, "Yes how accurate!"

Florence then went on to tell the man which part of Nigeria he was from and the man was shocked! She then went on to tell the man that she knew he was a pastor. The man was obviously shocked again! The bus came and both Florence and the man boarded the bus.

Florence was reading some christian book and she came across the verse John 5:17, .. "the father is always working and so must the son." She then decided to ask God what he was doing then at that point in time so that she could do. God then showed her a vision, Florence saw that in the bus that she was sitting in, she saw a figure moving around the bus laying hands and praying for everyone on the bus. Florence then asked God, "Why are you so busy?" God replied, "Someone prayed to me asking that I touched and blessed everyone on this bus."

Florence then looked around and was quite pleased because someone actually prayed over the bus. God then proceeded to tell Florence that the man (The Nigerian Pastor) was the one who prayed over the bus.

Upon alighting, Florence couldn't take it she decided to ask the Pastor if he prayed for the bus and she did. The Pastor said "Yes! How accurate!"

This story is to show how God can show you visions and help you prophesy over the lives of others no matter how young you are :)

WORTH POSTING!

2008-03-24T23:07:00.000+08:00

Dudes.. although it wasn't at Culture Youth but... MY SISTER GOT SAVED! :)

SHE says she might be coming on saturday! EVERYONE PRAY THAT SHE COMES. AND STAY IN CULTURE AND GROW TOGETHER WITH US! YAYYYYYYYY! :)

YOU DONT KNOW HOW HAPPY I AM! REALLY! MY SISTER! SAVED!

AMANDA SEE XIAO YUN! NO KIDDING! WHAT!

HAHAHAHAH <3 THANK YOU GOD!

AMEN!

:)

2008-03-16T20:03:00.000+08:00

My love, there's you only life
The only thing that's right
My first love, your every breath that I take
Your every step I make

And I
I want to share all my love with you
No one else will do
And your eyes
They tell me how much I care
Oh yes, you will always be my endless love

Two hearts, two hearts that beat as one
Our lives have just begun
Forever
I'll hold you close in my arms
I can't resist your charms

And love
I'll be a fool for you
I'm sure'Cause baby you, you mean the world to me
Oh I know I found you in my endless love

Oh and love, I'll be that fool for you
I'm sure
That you know I don't mind
And yes, you'll be the only one
'Cause no one can deny
This love I had inside
And I'll give it all to you
My love, my endless love

outreach

2008-03-15T01:33:00.002+08:00

haha today was fun because zone KAI did their outreach and guess what! I am from zone kai! Haha supposedly spelled chi..... but nevermind. ahaha KAI KAI KAI! Well we went around to give ppl stuff and sweeeeets and they enjoyed it. When we were about to leave, some fellas from australia decided to ask me why. So we talked for a bit. But i am not going to post here because it's too long.

After that we had cell. Man. Cell was fun but i screwed up worship leading. I think i suck! Haha... oh wellll. NVM! :)

Haha. It was glad that we had the outreach! :) Don't be disappointed even if people reject you okay because you know that you did your best right :) Smile :)

plaza singapura day.

2008-03-12T23:19:00.002+08:00

hmmmmmm. hello. In the morning i went to school for prayer group. It was good. We're still praying that our outreach would be a success and that our prayer group members would really be committed to our prayer group. :) Although there were only 3 of us today i believe that we can grow and we will because we're going to invite more people to our prayer group haha.

after which i went to the hospital for my follow up check-up. Not for my lungs because i believe God has healed me in that area. But just some normal check up la to make sure that i am healthy :)

I then headed down to Plaza Singapura to meet Pastor Christian and the teamers. Meet was short but fun :) Spent rest of the day at plaza sing with junhao and ian for a while before meeting with the prayer group leaders :)

The chat with the leaders were great man. We've gotten to know each other so much more and i am thankful :)

Haha okok. tomorrow must work again..... but it is cool :) Then tonight i think i'll head down to PS again to buy some stuff and have dinner with some buddies.

Haha. I hope you enjoyed yourself today :) As much i did. Smile :)

2008-03-10T23:25:00.003+08:00

today was fun. we went swimmming. ian was like quite cute. toooooo biggggg cannot squeeze through the float. Haha. However fun it was, i cut my hand. Stupid. Haha. IAN was really super cute! He kept falling over the float and like made us all laugh. WEE LEONG. lost his slipper. some idiots took one side of his slipper. Wee leong then walked around bare footed until he found a pair of slippers for 2.90 hahaha! but the slippers sucks. painful.

mentoring was fun. we completed the book! Yay!

on the side note..

i have always been scared of you, since so long ago. I am still praying that you'll love me and really care for me. But i guess it won't happen but i will still believe. haha. i look up to you but i really want to be your friend. :)

hello! study hard okay! press on and you'll do well for your studies! study now then later in the week can enjoy ;) smile :)

sunday sunday

2008-03-09T18:24:00.004+08:00

Haha so this morning i woke up at 8 plus and wee leong came over before we took a cab down to meet some of the boys to chit chat :)

Chit chatting was fun. Then we moved on to church. Church was good. Pastor Francis' sermon was about filling up your passion meter for God. Only then you will be able to go beyond and do more such as reach out and stuff. If you don't fill your passion meter, you will just feel bored and in the end not go anywhere.

After church we had a couple of meetings and then off we went for lunch. LUNCH was not nice because the kway chap wasn't as good as usual. The pig intestines had shit inside and it wasn't tasty at all. So ya we just ate the duck and friends.

We then headed down to dhoby ghaut to play arcade and then went home. Haha that was it.

I have to trim my hair and maybe..... just maybe... colour it. With some of the P.S I love you buddies. :) Till then. Take care now :) Smile :)

winterbell score: 277007850

woooooo another one

2008-03-05T17:54:00.001+08:00

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
Far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet :) Yes. Sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeet :)

outreach project

2008-03-05T02:09:00.001+08:00

haha okay so today i went to school at about 11 all the way till 5 plus 6 to do our new outreach project. There were only 6 of us and we folded 1000 envelopes. What for? Tell you next time :)

Anyways wee leong came over to stay and we're watching a few videos before we sleep :) Haha sooo yea.. i'll talk to you more tomorrow :)

Junhao's sick btw. Pray :)

ps chris

2008-03-04T00:20:00.005+08:00

okay. The blood clot thingi on my toe nail is getting worst. It's quite painful now. Haha. Want to see let me know i shall let you seeeeeee.
Morning badminton :) It was fun. We met Junyi, TT's friend. He's a nice guy. Tried inviting him to church but..... who knows.

After which i went to Junhao's house and something happened. He got lucky. That's all he posted.. so that's what i shall post. Anyways. I followed Junhao to NYP to attend his prayer group. Met Gavin but didn't have prayer group with them. I sat somewhere closed to them and did my own quiet time with God. Haha :)

LEADERS NIGHT was awesome. Pastor Chris spoke to us. So much to tell you guys but can't tell you now :) Give me a call and i'll share with you what he taught us. :)

After which we went to eat prata together and then took a bus home :) Today was a blessed day.
Hope to see you soon :)

you're still loving me.

2008-03-02T18:00:00.004+08:00

Despite everything that i have done to hurt you, you still love me. I really won't let you be sad again. I'll focus and do the things you want me to do for you. I will always love you. :)

Church was wonderful today. I was called up to be a temporary altar worker to catch people when they were getting touched by God. Then our dear Pastor Adrian came up to me and asked if i was there for prayer, i said nah, i was just helping to catch people. He said okay and walked away. 2 seconds later he turned back and said, i feel God tell me to pray for you. And he did. The moment he held me and started praying, tears just started to roll down my eyes. I didn't even know that i would cry that much. I know i had stuff i had to do to re focus my life to God but i didn't know why. I just kept crying because i really felt sad for really not living up to God's standards.

I got a touch from God.. Let's see where it goes from here. Will i multiply my talents and gifts for him? I don't want to say i would here and not do it in "real life". We'll see. Trust God. :)

Mouth

2008-02-29T23:42:00.004+08:00

The mouth is a powerful weapon. Watch it. If not you get it man.

me

2008-02-28T20:37:00.002+08:00

GOD IS GREAT! :) This morning's prayer was wonderful. I could feel God so real man. I love God so much. He loves me even though i am so kuku. Don't worry all things are possible if you love God. He will provide with the rest. I seriously can't wait for tomorrow's quiet time again with God. It's really very amazing. TRY IT :)

Working at church office is really fun. I did a couple of stuff and some stuff i didn't do but hey. It's fun isn't it. Oh nooooo but cell's on tomorrow. Haha scared.. Never practise guitar for a while now because my guitar is spoilt. But trust God. weeeeeeeeeeeee!

I don't want to lose this feeling.
never.
it has always been about me.
No one else.
All this have to stop.

reachhhhhhh outttttttt

2008-02-27T16:39:00.003+08:00

Haha oaky <<<< Okay* so this morning we had prayer group, only 6 turned up. It was quite cool. We are starting to plan a new outreach plan and from the way it looks, it looks good man. I think we can save a lot of souls. BUT a lot of work needs to be done but still it is worth it. Everyone please pray that the outreach would be a blast man. It's super nice.

I think tonight wee and i will be staying over at Gavin's place then we can go to work together tomorrow at church office. weeeeeeeeeee. We'll be playing songs on the guitar and singing and singing. We did so on monday but i wasn't really in the mood then so my voice was kuku and so was my playing. But TONIGHT will be different i am so in the mood to sing and play.

Haha can't you tell that i am happy. Well i told you all that if you have any problems, turn them to Jesus right? Yup i did it and that's why i am happy now. There's nothing too big to solve! :) If you're happy, i'm happy! :) If you can't smile? Let me know because....

Smile now :)

Retarded but meaningful

2008-02-26T15:40:00.006+08:00

Good friends will always be Good Friends.

Whatever happens or whatever you are. We will be side by side.

love song mood in the morning

2008-02-26T08:56:00.008+08:00

Baby won’t you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes

I don’t wanna say goodbye to you

Love is one big illusion I should try to forget

But there is something left in my head

You’re the one who set it up now you’re the one to make it stop

I’m the one who’s feeling lost right now

Now you want me to forget every little thing you said

But there is something left in my head

I won’t forget the way you’re kissing

The feeling’s so strong were lasting for so long

But I’m not the man your heart is missing

That’s why you go away I know

You were never satisfied no matter how I tried

Now you wanna say goodbye to me

Love is one big illusion I should try to forget

But there is something left in my head

Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere

Don’t know which way to go

There ain’t so much to say now between us

There ain’t so much for you

There ain’t so much for me anymore

Haha nice lyrics? Can't beat Cry on my Shoulder. The most touching and meaningful song. Except the verse after the chorus. Makes me laugh.

monday night

2008-02-25T23:02:00.004+08:00

Action produces Consequences. Yes. And there's nothing i can do about it.

Okay i did talk to gavin and wee leong. It went pretty well. Can't say that i'm feeling much better now but hey slowly i will feel better. My mood wasn't exactly the best today. But don't worry i won't cry i think. We played some stupid games together and it really cheered me up. Gavin's special games.

I am sitting here in my chair and my head's killing me i got a bad headache now. I feel like i am floating. I feel very bad now. My head is really floating and as i am typing this.. so many things are running through my head it's not funny.

Okay anyways i am cool. Just gotta have some rest and hopefully tomorrow will be a better day :)

For those who still have school enjoy it! Don't get too stressed up with school work. Yes and
Keep smiling :) Yes smile not otherwise.

holiday begins..

2008-02-25T13:53:00.002+08:00

okay so wee bro, gavin, and haoge stayed over. We played a few games then went to bed. This was one stay over without much talking. Usually we would talk about stuff before we slept. But i didn't start it and neither did the guys. Haha. Don't ask me why. I guess i was really tired and wasn't really in the mood. We woke up today at like 9 plus. Junhao woke up at 4.

We played a bit of basketball in the morning. Quite fun. :) Here i am waiting for Gavin to finish bathing so i can go over to his house for a bit before meeting wee leong or dinner and talk session. I hope i will talk to Gavin later on the way to his place as well as at his house.

People out there if you have anything bothering you, talking to your buddy would be a wonderful thing. However stupid it might be just talk to that one person that you're close to.

I'm sorry my post is not really making sense but hey! AT LEAST i am still posting. Haha.

However difficult things maybe, it is not difficult for God amen? Though human -ly wise it's hard to control one's emotions and thoughts. For me thoughts are the biggest thing that can kill me. I think a lot and when i think.... it's no joke haha. But then again God made me this way. No matter what happens just praise God and everything will be fine.

Things might not go the way you want it to but certain things must be done for the greater sake of everyone. So yup :)

Take care now.

sunday

2008-02-24T21:40:00.010+08:00

today wasn't really the best day, church was fantastic but the rest of the day wasn't that good. Tall was good. The speaker is a great prophet and he can interpret tongues. After which we went to watch jumper. Jumper's cool. I wish i could be a jumper and jump away. Just jump away and away.

I decided to think through about my life. It's just me really. However hard i might think i can, i still fail sometimes. I thought i could do it. I really can't. I don't feel like doing anything. Now my thoughts are coming in again to kill me. I don't understand why.

but i believe that God can help me. God is great amen.? :) Humans are weak.

bye.

youth service

2008-02-23T23:54:00.003+08:00

andrew yeo came to preach today. His message was SUPER funny and SUPER meaningful. He joked a lot and poked fun in the beginning of this sermon but in the later half of his sermon, he really shared his testimony about reaching out to the people that God called him to. His main point was that "A little kindness can change the world for Jesus".

I guess that's true, you don't have to preach. Just be nice to people around you and they will see that you're different and nice and talk to you. When they do, tell them it's because of God's love and slowly they will come to know the lord. Keep it up Culture Youth. Keep bringing friends. We got like quite a fair bit of people but we can bring more amen?

Just have the heart for the lost and unloved. The rejects. Don't choose who you want to bring. Just bring anyone. I am sure there are rejects in your school that you know and that you can invite them but you are CHOOSING who you want to bring. Don't choose. Bring. It's hard i am trying my best too :)

Good nights :) See you tomorrow :)

last paper weeeeeee!

2008-02-22T00:24:00.002+08:00

okay so today was my last exam paper. Quite alright i guess. Some questions i know how to do them while others... i guessed :) Haha after exam i went for the teamers meeting. Meeting was awesome! We chatted and things like that. We went for corporate prayer afterwards too. Praying was awesome!

Luke Chyi wei and i decided to take a cab home after prayer meeting but there was no sign of any cabs at all. Then God decided to help us. Timmy called us and said that Pastor Jimmy could give us a lift and that he was just waiting at the bus stop! WEEEEEE! We got home early. The ride home was wondeful, we chatted and played haha. Okay so now i am like going to sleep soon man. Hope to see you all tomorrow. Cell's going to be fun amen? See you tomorrow.

OH YAH i will change my blog skin to something else la. I will change a nicer one! HAHA.....

okay i am so retarded

2008-02-20T20:57:00.003+08:00

haha. i have my last test tomorrow. But i am not studying now. I studied 3/4 last week already. So later tonight i will revise and tomorrow i will revise in the morning before the test :D For now i will just relax.

Anyways, i am not sure why but somehow there's a lot of emotions going through me man. My tests, taking my walk with God to the next level and friends stuff. These things are just going through my head. A lot to do but i can do it if i rely on God amen? :)

Haha friends friends. Things are happening to the people around me that i cannot do anything about. I hope when i see you guys at cell, you would give me the chance to talk to you and to help you. We all really love you. Please know that! Hang out with us more and you'll grow, not get depressed really. I know how you feel remember i told you i felt like that before? Let me help :)And you! Please let me know what's going on in your life man. I am always here for you dude. Please continue devotions and not lack and dream about other things.

and YOU! Hope to you soon :) Yes you!

Haha i am not naming names. If you feel something when you're reading this yes it's you :)

Here a little something for you :

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

second paper day

2008-02-20T01:31:00.002+08:00

Okay. This morning i woke up and studied a bit then headed down to school to OUR SPACE, a place for students to study, to find wee bro and joshua kwan. We studied there for a bit before going for lunch and then for our paper :) Haha while we were there, we practised lip reading :) It's fun to talk to each other using our lips. Especially to Ginny who was an expert :) Haha we will master the wonderful art man :)

The paper was alright i guess. I finished it in about 1 hour 10 minutes. After which i went over to JUNHAO's house to watch some oldies singer dude sing and played x box for a bit before heading down to town to get luke brother his present. 4 of us shared your present luke. You better love it. :) Not telling you what i bought in case you do read this blog. HAHA.

So junhao and i went home from town after dinner and gelare. We were on the bus and we saw buddy Laura. Haha who went to watch a movie with her friends. We chatted for a bit....

.... so here i am getting ready to sleep. Tomorrow's a free day. It's your birthday Luke. Grow strong in God :) I hope i can pass you the gift tomorrow if not a bit sad.... to pass it to you belated. Hope to see you tomorrow :) Happy birthday brother!

- Whatever decisions that God makes for you is for you. Where he places you, what he wants you to do, it's all his plan. So go where God leads and touch the world :) Yup. You know what i mean ;) (F)

1 paper down.. 2 more to go! #$%@$#%@$#%@#

2008-02-18T15:56:00.003+08:00

backkkkkkkk from the first paper. Okay didn't really go THAT smooth, i finished the paper in 35 minutes. I didn't know how to do one part :( Well. I am not sure if i can do well! We'll see when it comes back :)

Haha i am lazy to start studying for the paper tomorrow. HOW! But guess what i must do it. :) Must try to be excellent. I guess i will study in a while. I will just relax..... for a bit....

Anyways. wee bro and i were talking about some stuff that we should plan for the coming march holidays! For who? Our lovely zone people :D Haha yes we will plan something together. Don't worry if it's planned by us should be fun. Haha.

On the way home i was just thinking about some people and stuff and i got reminded of "tissue paper". Haha what about it? I always believe that all girls carry tissue paper except for some stubborn ones.. HAHA. Some are making the effort to bring! Like you. I appreciate it. Okay no meaning but decided to post anyway.

tired tired

2008-02-17T19:04:00.004+08:00

Hello, my first paper is tomorrow. The title of that module is called Developing Web Applications. Fun right? Haha. Okay so let me start from this morning..

I woke up at like 7 then went back to sleep again until my mom woke me up at 7.24am. I showered and headed down to the busstop to meet with Chyi Wei and Clarence. As usual i am the earliest. Haha. I saw Josh there though. He was waiting for the Hokkaido Boys. So we took the bus and wee bro boarded the bus a few stops after.

Why did we go so early? To help Clarence and Alloy prepare verses for their wonderful outreach plan! Haha Yup! And it was good. Timothy was there too. So yea that was my morning.

Service was wonderful. Talked about stretching out our hands to people. In other words, to reach out, the area where we are all not so good at :( One thing that Pastor Rob said was that in the whole bible, the word "Invitation" is not in it. What he meant was that by right we are supposed to "Bring" people to church not "Invite" them to church. It's a command not an invitation. Yea. Wonderful.

After service we had the wonderful prayer group meetings. As usual, 3 cheers for all prayer group leaders :) Especially Mark and Laura who just started theirs! Okay, i bought subway and ate it on the way home. Went home with Clarence, Luke, Josh and Lye Junhao. xD

Here i am bored. Must study but feeling very tired. I woke up at 6.30pm after a one hour powernap and i must thank my guy and girl buddy for waking me up if not i sure sleep till morning :)

Amazingly long post today but yea gotta study and please pray for all poly kids for their exams to be over! THANK YOU.

Oh yea before i forget, I went home.. saw my sister and i said. "Come with me to church." Haha i didnt invite i asked her to come. She was stunned and she said okay. Hopefully she comes.

Caaaaaameeeeeeee

2008-02-14T20:51:00.002+08:00

rrrrrrrrrraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
Yes Camera!

My mother bought this camera! Haha cool right! Yay! Now i can take more pictures at like fun fun events that we will have this year ! Hopefully nicer pictures of myself xD!

Okay okay. Today i woke up at like 12 and started to study. As i was studying halfway, the internet started to lag real bad. So i couldn't study, i hate to go to school to buy the book. THANKFULLY, Vina offered to pass me her book since she have already studied. So thank you. Anyway i already treated her to a drink. lol. I studied with weeeeeee bro till about 8. Our original plan was to study till 10! But failed cuz wee bro was tired!

Haha so i am at home now blogging.. then i will bathe.. relax for a bit then back to revision. I had a great day today. Yes with you of course :) Valentines day...... haha another normal day.

prayer group > unexpected outreach

2008-02-13T19:00:00.003+08:00

this morning wee lee came over. We played a few songs on the guitar before going out for a jog. Afte the jog, we went to school for prayer group. Prayer group was fun. There were only like 6 of us. I really enjoy it. Somehow i prefer a small praying group. But still let's grow won't we :)

I didn't really study much today. I think i must study tonight. I got a lot to study and i would really need your prayers people. Haha tomorrow's valentines day. A fun and loving day to spend with your loved ones.. Hmm yes you. A flower for you (F) Haha visualise it.

A time for friends to share love for one another but there's exams so we'll share love another day i promise :) Okay i am waiting for dinner to come home... where are you my dinner. i love you so.. please fill me up so i can grow! Haha.. Act like rhyme.

Okay see you tomorrow blog..

start of study break

2008-02-11T22:46:00.000+08:00

Okay.. so today was the first day of studying for the exams.. Not bad i guess i played game, bass, guitar and studied. I did quite a fair bit. Then later in the evening some of the buddies came over for dinner cuz my mother invited them. Fun Fun. Junhao sang.. Lol... But it was good. Haha. Now i am lazy to continue studying. Gonna wait a while and maybe go to bed then tomorrow continue studying before cell starts. I am not sure as to what to share. I will pray about what to share. Oh yea, i have to bring my bass to office to test to see if it's my guitar or my amp. Haha. Heavy but no choice. For the sake of the pretty bass.

Hello world. Chinese New Year was fun. Went around visiting and yep of course collected ang pao.. Haha how much? Don't tell you. Church was good. Pastor Francis talked about the holy spirit and the word being one. The testimony was wonderful by our wonderful Elaine's mum.
Pray for the exam to be over please! :)

joss sticks

2008-02-06T22:12:00.000+08:00

yup.. joss sticks. Today after my short morning class i went to PS to meet wee bro and lye weak hao.. We followed wee bro to do some last minute shopping. Not much :)

After which i went to grandma house. On the way to my grandma's house, i suddenly had this thought that my grandfather would ask us to offer joss sticks to my great grandmother. I was sort of scared so i prayed to God saying that if i really had to offer the joss sticks i would do it.
I would not honor the act but rather i would do it just not to make trouble in my family and i prayed to God for forgiveness although i didn't do it with the intention but i still did the act.

GUESS WHAT! My grandfather did ask me to offer .. i decided to say wait. Then hours passed... and he forgot about it and here i am at home :) HAHA GOD ROCKS!

bass rocks my socks

2008-02-05T20:12:00.000+08:00

today i went to school for 2 hours then i went to meet junhaooo for a fun time at jurong :) Then i went for cell ! :) Cell was awesome. It's not about the numbers but it's really about the vision of seeing it grow and building the kids up in their spiritual life. I am not saying that mine is perfect but yea! I have my leaders to help me up and currently i am doing good :)

I came home and immediately try my bass again. IT WORKS :) I did some crazy stuff on my bass guitar and my hand went cramp! Haha wooo hooooo the wonders of what i can do with my bass.. will be a secret until further notice :) HAHA. Practise....

sunday.. the day of rest.

2008-02-03T18:36:00.000+08:00

Okay so i woke up early and went to church today. Church was cool. Talking about sowing the seeds in lifes of our family and relatives. I have been talking to my family members about Christ but they still believe that it's an individual belief. But Christianity is not a religion, it's a relationship.
After church i went to buy my new bass amp as you can see! Haha then i rush home because i have to study for a test tomorrow. :)

Been thinking about alot of stuff about this year. New year, new roles, new responsibilities. I want to really serve God this year. I pray that God will give me the strength right now. I really am thankful for certain people in my life helping me whenever i have problems or thoughts in my head. You know who you are. We have to watch our relationships with people because it's very important. It's true that you can get close to certain people and some you can't but still treasure those that you are close with. For they are the people preventing you from falling away from God but instead getting closer to God.

Okay tomorrow's my test. Pray :)

Sorry if the Cry on my shoulder song lyrics made anyone of you emo or sad. :) Wasn't my intention. Stay smiling :)

fun friday

2008-02-01T22:50:00.000+08:00

Okay so i have been reading more of the bible, hopefully i get to read the whole bible so as to be able to use God's word for every good work:) Haha i am building myself up spiritually however there are still times when i get tempted by the devil :( But it's okay i know that God forgives me everytime if i seriously confess to him.

Today i went for blood donation with yan wen and vina. This was my first time and i was kinda of scared because i didn't know if my body could take it. My mother would never allow me to do it because she thinks that my body is weak and that i can't even take care of it still want to act like donate blood. So....... i did it without telling her. It is wrong i am sorry! But i can save lives just by donating that amount of blood.

For cell, we went to church office to wrap oranges for Chinese New Year. After cell we took the 176 bus home again. I really love going home together with my 176 buddies. We joke, poke and disturb each other haha. Oh yea we would have talks from time to time as well. Sometimes i wonder what i would do without Culture. A place where there's fun, a place to grow spiritually, a place almost like family. I thank God for you guys. Really you have given my life more joy and meaning since the day i came in and joined in the journey to knowing God.

Ben loves Culture :)

choose?

2008-01-29T21:48:00.000+08:00

which one would you save if both of these fell into the ocean ?

1. Something very valuable that a close friend once gave you.
2. A relatively close friend.

So basically you choose between the item that your old close friend gave you or your existing close friend who is in the ocean.

Some pointers to note:

1. Your friend can't swim.
2. You cant ask your friend to retrieve the item for you and then you save him.

Choose... I believe that some would choose the item. While others would choose the friend. hehe what about you!

emo but nice

2008-01-28T14:00:00.000+08:00

Hi sorry i haven't been reallllly active. Haha been busy but i'll try to post as much ok now since the 2 major projects are over. My friend send me this song. It's super emo but nice. I like. Here are the lyrics.

If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you're feeling blue
If you're away from love and you're alone
If you call your friends and nobody's home
You can run away but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I show you there's a destiny
The best things in life
They're free

Chorus:
But if you wanna cry Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you I'll never hide

EMO but nice. :)

hi :)

2008-01-24T20:56:00.000+08:00

1. Two main projects handed up.

2. Bass amp spoilt.

3. Stomach is painful now.

need prayer like please!

2008-01-17T17:31:00.000+08:00

For those of you who are reading this, please pray for me. I have a big project to be handed in by monday and the only time i have is today and tomorrow. Because we have the ignite conference during the weekends and i doubt i have time. It's a group work and compiling the project would be difficult. Please pray that i would be able to finish by tomorrow's first ignite session.

Thank you friends. :)

Man of God

2008-01-12T11:34:00.000+08:00

Hey yesterday's cell group was good man. The man of God, Martin came to speak to us about our relationship with Jesus. I learnt something from there which was that Jesus didn't just die on the cross for us as our saviour but as our friend. He was our friend. Your friend died for you because of your evil ways. Can you imagine your bestest friend dying on the cross for you because you keep doing evil stuff. Can't right? Jesus did.

What does it mean to be a disciple of Jesus? To love others because he first loved us. We must really get to know God. I ask myself if i really know God.. Well. actually i don't really know him. I have to know him more through his word. I want to hear God and i will make that effort to read his word more so that i will be able to hear him clearly.

We're hole because we are in the presence of God.

Well here i am blogging before i head off to the showers then to worship God with my instrument at church office. =) God is going to move powerfully later on during service like he always does. If you can't feel him, all you have to do is just talk to him. Pour down your burdens to him and he will just touch you back. Open your hearts people. See you. :)

God Connects

2008-01-10T10:42:00.000+08:00

Okay i was just talking to Gordon and i asked to guess how many came to Ngee Ann Prayer Group - 17! Haha then i realised that God connects people. One of the leaders from the other church that came to our prayer group asked me if i knew a Benjamin Goh. Yes! I know him. I went to service learning trip with him before to thailand. He even has the same wheel chair shoe as me. LOL.

Then i started recalling Vina. When Gordon brought me to church, i met Vina. When the results of which school we got posted in, Vina was in the same school as me. See how God connects?

Remember my friend Adrian. I brought him to Culture and he got along alright. Adrian knows Nick Tang. See how God connects?

Joshua Simons came to church just recently. Meiling brought him or something i guess. I made friends with him, not knowing that i actually knew HIS SISTER. Because our sisters are actually friends/classmates. See how God connects?

If i can think of any more connection i will post it :) I am in class now. I hope after class i get to buy my sister her birthday present oh and Abby too:) Haha Happy birthday you two!

school at home :)

2008-01-09T13:53:00.000+08:00

haha hi all yup as the title mentions i am at home but i have school! How? Haha online la. I have to report in some chatroom online during the exact same time that i actually have lessons. The teacher will be there to chat with us :) Haha this is a practice that the school is taking to prepare us incase we have a crisis where we can't leave our homes - School still continues online :)

Okay. So now i having my break time ! 2 would be my next lesson. So i decided to blog like for a few minutes. Yesterday was fun. I went down to church office to watch the hokkaido boys jam :)
I will be having prayer group later... at 5 30 i think i have to rush down as soon as my fake online school ends at like 5! HAHA. If you're confused it's okay i am confused too.

Okay! Reminder that we should read the bible more. Even myself. We should follow the church's heart which is to finish the bible this year! Haha:) Hey for those who feel lost and confused. God is real even if you cannot feel him okay? Even when you sin and sin and sin, God still forgives you. It seems that he would never forgive you sometimes but hey :) He does. Just pray and read yr bible more and you will feel God more. IF you ever feel far from God, speak to a friend. We will definitely pray and seek God together :)

okay okay! Lesson starting! Goodbye. :)

bolly bolly!

2008-01-04T13:08:00.000+08:00

haha hello :) every friday i will only need to attend a relaxing lesson. Insight Into India. Haha yup that is my module all right, as you can see it basically teaches me more about India.

For today, for the whole lesson the teacher played a movie for us to watch some bolly movie which was quite interesting. I like the story line but there were a lot of dancing parts which became quite irritating after a while. HAHA. But overall it was a good movie. I really learnt a thing or two about India families. How much respect each member of the family get and stuffs like that.

I am relaxing at home now i guess i will do my stuffs first before attending cell later :) Cell will be great man! Still praying for Yanwen. He's coming on saturday :) Thank you people for helping me persuade him to come :) I want to see him saved man! PLEASE!

Okay tonight after cell it will be a time of................... C.S! YAY!

stomache

2008-01-02T12:38:00.000+08:00

okay okay. Sorry for not posting in a long while. I am currently in a class right now but i have finished the practical so i decided to make some time to update again since i have nothing to do. Anyways, the title says stomache because i really have a stomache NOW. The stomache which i suspect to be gastric lasted all the way from last evening around 6 plus till NOW. So i really need all your prayers for those who visit this blog :)

Other than stomache i guess my life has been good. I will still be trying to reach out to more people this year, i guess with twice the effort. UNLEASHED to our schools remember? Prom was great. Every one looked great - Guys looked cool, Girls look prettty :) Haha not one of you looked ugly so DONT EVER THINK THAT YOU LOOK UGLY. :) God made us beautiful !

I guess the one goal that i want to set for this year is to read the whole bible within this year. I am actually scared to set this goal but i hope that you guys can remind me. I know that 2008 is going to be a great year for me. More responsibilites and more to do but hey! If i don't try i would never know i am up to the job right? :) But i hope i can really grow more in christ and as a leader. I want to use my strengths more for God and to help people. My buddy once told me - Your greatest strength can be your greatest weakness too. Okay then if i have more things to blog about i will later :) BYE!

LEVI ROCKS BTW i love you all tribe mates :D

YOUTH CAMP!

2007-12-19T09:08:00.000+08:00

Okay! Look at what time is it! Haha. So basically i have some time to relax and blog before i hit the showers and make my way down to buona vista to go to NACLI for camp! So i would like to say a simple prayer now, here goes:

Dear heavenly father, i pray that this youth camp would be so powerful, that every single one of us would have a fresh encounter with God. We would really feel God's presence so real and that God will not only touch those who know him but also touch those who do not know him so that they might come to give their lives to God. I pray for the weather that it will be the best weather for the camp, that the weather would not be too hot or too wet. I pray that even as we have tribal wars and stuffs, I pray that every single tribe will have fun and that we will all enjoy the games together. It would be less of a competition and more of a fun time together as a youth group. We will just be united as a youth and at the same time have friendly competition during the games. I pray that the bonding sessions would be great and that everyone gets to know each other more. We will really have love for each other, not forgetting the newcomers. We would not leave anyone alone but we would just treat them with love like how we would with one another. Lastly i want to pray that the camp would be a wonderful camp and that there would be no works of the devils during this camp. I ask for your love to shine down on us so that we too will shine your love for each other. I pray that there will be no anger, no hatred for each other when it comes to playing the games. If there ever is any hatred or such, you come down and remind us in our holy spirit that we are one family and that we love each other. I pray and thank you lord for blessing everyone with good health during the camp as well as enough rest. I commit the camp into your hands, in your most precious name i pray. Amen.

sunday -

2007-12-16T22:06:00.000+08:00

hello, i had a quite exciting day today. Here was my day: Morning i received an sms from CHYI WEI saying that both Luke and herself were going to come down to my house bus stop at 9.30am because Luke's phone was spoilt and it needed repair so they wanted to meet to go earlier. BUT. They came at 1000 because both of them overslept... haha. Okay.

Then i had church. Church was quite fun as normal and there were funny jokes today too during the service. "mutabak, mutabak". XD After church, i went for lunch with some of my buddies and after that weeeeeee leeeeee and i went with Gavin to meet Katis. I know i spelt his name wrongly but yea it was cool to meet an OLD friend and he will be coming to YOUTH CAMP so PLEASE TALK TO HIM.

We went to the arcade to play some silly games just to have fun together with Katis and guess who we saw???? We saw a church member playing an arcade machine which was quite cool! You know the game where players use cards to control their army? It's a chinese war game kinda thing. WE SAW SOMEONE PLAYED WITH THAT. IT WAS DAMN AMAZING. I won't post who it was here but if you want to know who it is.. you can ask me. YOU CAN NEVER GUESS :D

Okay. gotta go.. Tml have to do stuffs for camp and then prayer! See you soon!

2007-12-13T09:14:00.000+08:00

hi, i really should be studying like right now but here i am posting this post. My paper is at 11 am but i am not fully prepared yet. I studied my best but i know that i could have studied more. Haha. I really hope i can go for lower sec cell because LUKES back in town. But i have errands to run and online assignments to complete. I will post tonight again to see if i manage to do those stuffs.. Okay, i am off to the showers :D

----------------------------------------- End of Part 1 -----------------------------------------

Hi, Here Part two. The test wasn't so hard but i promise you that i could have done more by studying harder! Oh well. Whats done is done. I didn't do the booklets today because of some problems but i hope to finish them tomorrow as well as the badges! Ahhhhhh. Pray for me please, for everything to run smoothly, everything that i am doing. I did my online assignment at the church office today all the way then went home :D

God showed me the page

2007-12-12T17:33:00.000+08:00

Hello :) Today i woke up at like 10. I got ready and went to school at about like 12. I sat for my Project Management Test which was at 1.30. It was DAMN difficult. There were like so many essay questions. I did my best and whatever the results are i will be satisfied.(I hope) After which i went to take a bus home. When i was on the bus, i had a talk with one of my classmate. He was having some problems but luckily God was there to help me talk to him. God showed me the verses that i needed to use to show him. Seriously, GOD SHOWED ME THE PAGE. I chatted with him for about an hour or so and we prayed before we left. It was truly amazing i tell you. (Oh we didn't chat on the bus, i went with him all the way to the interchange where we chatted.)

Okay. So right now i am like lazy to study for tomorrows last paper. Oh and by the way, Thank you Ian, Brian, Monica, Vina, Laura and Nadia for helping or about to help me with stuffs that i am quite busy with. THANK YOU. I know my words are nothing.. But really i couldn't have done some of the stuffs alone. Okay. Thats all now. I hope tomorrow will be as good as today :) Love youuuu.

holiday?

2007-12-11T12:42:00.001+08:00

Haha today's a holiday! Or not.. I am supposed to study today for my tests that i have tomorrow and thursday! But here i am feeling so bored that i decided to make a new blog :)

I really love this template because of the colour scheme man. The sun.. the trees.. Haha. Anyways i think i shall start posting on this blog site instead. It's like super PRETTY and my friends would also love to visit this site rather then my old UGLY xanga site. I thank you all for putting up with my ugly site :/

Haha okay so anyways later i will be going down to queensway to do some printing of stuffs together with Vina Chia and maybe Laura because she lives so near to queensway, i might just call her to come and meeeet us :D

Ok dear friends remember to visit me here at this blogsite. :)