Saturday, May 31, 2008

Bakau, Sengkang.

.... just came back from far far far away land. I am lying on my bed now, posting this before i go to bed. Cell was awesome, Great MC-ing wee lee. Great sharing Gavin. Bad timing Benjamin. HAHA!
Haha, just learn from it no worries. Woo hoo. Singing tomorrow weeeeee. Fun. But it is a little tiny bit retarded. Because there will be 3 guys singing. I can't harmonize so it is really sad to have 3 guys singing. I don't think i can harmonize, i can only sing in a different tune. Hmmm.

And sunday, CONGRATS on the two girls getting baptized. Good Good. Singing on sunday? Hmmmm. :) Oh if Larine comes we'll talk to her and bring her to church. Haha.

My bed is super comfortable. If you laid down on my bed before you would know ;). And my bolster is super amazing. It has like my smell... Haha. Also not forgetting. Chix Chix's beside me, staring at me. Don't laugh! I forgot how to spell his name.

Okay. What's that sound i hear........ "Ben....Ben...." My bed calling me to go.. so....... Bye. See you all at CULTURE NIGHTS! :)

Thursday, May 29, 2008

come back home soooon

Amanda is in Nepal. She's coming back on Monday. Miss her already ha ha ha. :) So there's only you and i now. We're alone together. It's nice nice nice. Yes my mother la. My mother and i are just spending time together now that my sister's away.. Love my mother. Anyways she asked me to pray regarding something private. The point is she asked me to pray! :) Good.

Oh today i did a lot of work again at school. When i was done i headed to run with Adrian Chen. Ahh.. Tomorrow's cell, i playing for the lovely IANNY. But sorry ianny, i have no guitar to practise with so... we have to see how it goes tomorrow. :) I'm sure God will help ! :) Tomorrow will be ian's last cell if i am not wrong. We all love you Ian :)

That's all for today then. Can't think of anything else to write. This weekend would be super exciting :)

... Asakura Hao

Remember i was talking about Shaman King. This is the Shaman King. Asakura Hao. Powerful.


Wednesday, May 28, 2008

wednesday, prayer group day.

Okay i'm bored with work. So decided to slack for a bit and post. Hi Hi. :D I have prayer group later on at 6 pm. Will be praying for Anna's hand. I fasted lunch but ate some sweets haha. Well, i hope that God will really heal her later on. I will pray hard later. Now i'm just preparing myself for later where she will get healed by God and want to accept Christ fully :)

Attachment is ending soon man this is week 7, we end in week 15 or 12 not so sure. Don't worry too much Anna, about your hand. I really believe that God will heal you tonight. Even if he does not. He will surely heal you. Just like he healed me. But since God healed you a little when you prayed at home, i'm sure he will heal you later on. I would be praying before the group starts later and he will definitely touch you.

Okay friends. Church is coming coming coming. Excited? No? BE EXCITED. Everything will turn out alright. Just keep your mind focused on God. So how, who else other than zhong de wants to date me for dinner? Hahaha! Be smart, think smart. God wants to use everyone only if you let him. Ask HIM for your purpose, he's the only one who can tell you :)

Here's a little baby sleeeeeeeeeeeping.



Tuesday, May 27, 2008

1.37 P.M

i'm waiting for my supervisor to come in. He came in at around 12 and told us that he would be coming again at 1.30pm. Look at the time now, he's still not here yet. Hmmm. I know when he comes in soon, he would talk to us and make us to MORE work. Haha. I am prepared yet bored. Oh well what to do what to do ... Where are you Mr Supervisor. Come in soon and talk to us so that we can hurry up and finish whatever changes needed. Ah..

So now it's holidays for you guys? Haha. I wish i could go out with you guys man. But sadly i have attachments. Well. BUT! You could ask me out for dinner :) I would love to dine with you. Ask me out ask me out. Wahaha. :)

Be patient now, i'm still waiting.. .. ..



Side Note. Shaman King ended! :( Nooooooooooooooooooo. It's quite a nice show you guys should watch haha. Short too. 64 Episodes dont have to get addicted for so long. Haha. Wish me luck he's coming soon i think i can almost smell my supervisor........... smelly. Kidding. ;)

Monday, May 26, 2008

monday blues clues

Good afternoon!

Anyways i decided to blog because i am super bored now with the work that i am supposed to do. I was just thinking about Pastor Satish's Message to us. About the palm tree.

..... the trunk of the palm tree is always rough. The message was really good. Okay for the benefit of those that did not go for service on sunday, a reminder for you guys which is that the life of a Christian is never easy. Why? Because we are obeying what God wants us to do. Sometimes we might think to ourselves, hmmm why can't i be like my friends in school. They can do whatever they want without even thinking. Scolding vulgarties, smoking or even partying or clubbing. Well. It's true that living in the world would be much easier BUT! It's not worth it!

Let's think far ahead. Everything is in God's control whether we like it or not. So what else can we do but abide by the things that God has called us to do, be it studying or serving him in the little ways. It is not easy to do that, sometimes we might fall and stumble over our mistakes but what's important is not the mistakes that you make but rather standing up again. That is why you have your friends with you. This people i tell you, will never give up on you. Okay just in case you dont have people like that, AT LEAST YOU HAVE ME. Hi. We're not alone. We have God and our friends to push each other to what our purpose is.

And friends, be faithful in the small things that God has called us to do. ;)
Always be trusting God. If there are things that you want to do, can!
Leave it at the back of your head.
Pray about it and God will give it to you when he feels that you can handle it.
Trust him. Just like what i am doing now. You do that too.
Be patient and wait.




On a side note. I want to be a Shaman because it's quite cool.. HAHA thanks to the stupid anime.

Sunday, May 25, 2008

This was the day Benjamin gained sight! Haha well. Catch the flame. Catch the heart.
Wait for me. Trust God. Friendship. Your friendship. Yes. Appreciate it. My birthday. See you there. Passion for God. Grow Grow Grow. Talk to friends. Do your devotions. Pray.

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Sick

Just thought you might wanna know. I am feeling super sickly now. Throat hurts when i swallow my saliva and my nose fluid is clogging my nose. Am i feeling okay? Not really but dont worry i will get well. Tomorrow i'll be there to see you guys again. Sengkang. Sengkang.. Okay i am currently doing nothing now waiting for my friend to send me work to do. I can still do work it's just moving around i get like dizzy and tired. But dont worry. I will be still and know that God can heal me. Oh why the promising future awaits? Because the future that is promising is waiting for us to be there. Haha. :) Trust God with your future there's nothing to lose. Anyway, my nose and throat says hi!

Nose says, "@$^&%^&%#$@!$%@^*&^(*$#%%#!%#^$@%$"

Throat replies, "........................................................................."

Ben ends off by saying, "Sengkang? ? ?? ? ? ? ? ?"

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

C H I

Never underestimate the power of your life group. Your life group is literally your life ! I love my boys in Chi. Every single one of you. I really love you guys. You guys have been a great part of my life and that is the purpose of my life. To be a part of your lives. So always remember guys that we Chi leaders are here for you if you wanna talk to us about anything. We would most likely have been through it and now we're here to help you. :) Speak to us and you would be surprised! :)

Sunday, May 11, 2008

Nothing to say. Too Cute.


What.

This is the first time i am doing something like this. This is for you awesome prayer group leader Amadea.

1. Do you wish to get married?
Yes

2. What do you want the most now.
My mind to be focused.

3. Who is the person you trust most?
My buddies.

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Depends on the situation.

5. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
Family and friends saved.

6. Are you satisfied with yourself?
Nope :)

7. What are you afraid to lose now?
The people that i love that are around me.

8. Do you believe in eternal love?
Yes.

9. What would you do if HE/SHE hugged you?
Erm. I can't do much. Hug back?

10. What do you like most about yourself?
My idiotness.

11.What kind of people do you hate?
I am doing my best to love everyone.

12. What feelings do you hate the most?
Tiredness.

13. Do you trust every friendship of yours?
Some.

14. Do you treasure your family?
Yes.

15. What is the most important thing in your life?
My relationship with God.

16. What do you regret most in your life now?
Not being able to have met God earlier.

17. Who do you hope to be always there for you?
God and my buddies.

18. Are you happy now?
Yes.

19. What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friends' eyes.
A friend that will always be there for them no matter what or where, i'll be there.

20. Would you do something (that you have always been afraid of) if the person you loved asked you to do so.
Depends. If it's height related then it would be quite scary. But if she does something that she's afraid of, i would do it.

21. What are you crazy about now?
Myself.

22. Who are the people who have stood by you when you really were at the worst point of your life so far?
Gavin, Weeleong, Gordon and God.

23. What is on your mind now?
Everything. If you know me, you would know what my mind is like.

Remove one question from above and add in your personal question. Make it a total of 20 questions. [I don't understand the instructions so I'll pretend I didn't see it.] Tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she had been tagged. Whoever gets this tag would have a blessing from all [Is that so?]

Haha. All random names. Do if you want to. I'm cool. :)

1. Junhao
2. Brian
3. Joshua
4. Reagan
5. Luke
6. Gavin
7. Jolina
8. Alloy

Thursday, May 8, 2008

God is with you.

When you're feeling down, imagine a calm blue sea in front of you in your mind.

If it gets swallowed up by a black hole...

A bunny pops out of no where and takes the hole and throws it away.

Then you end up lying on a field and you see God.

God holds your hand.

And then you get a stick from God.

And then God tells you to take the stick and beat the devil up for he is the cause of your

sadness.

And you do just that.

TADAAAA! The devil gets thrown back to hell.

Feeling better already?

Oh i forgot to mention that there was a sheep on the field too. It says hello. :)

Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

Tuesday, May 6, 2008